In some small way...

My little miracle...

2007-09-30T20:03:00.001+03:00

My precious one

Miracle

You're my life's one miracle

everything I've done that's good

and you break my heart with tenderness

and I confess it's true

I never knew a love like this 'til you

You're the reason I was born

now I finally know for sure

and I'm overwhelmed with happiness

so blessed to hold you close

the one I love most

though the future has so much for you in store

who could ever love you more?

The nearest thing to heaven

you're my angel from above

only God creates such perfect love

When you smile at me, I cry

and to save your life I'd die

with a romance that is pure in heart

you are my dearest part whatever it requires

I live for your desires

forget my own, your needs will come before

who could ever love you more?

There is nothing you could ever do

to make me stop loving you

and very breath I take

is always for your sake

you sleep inside my dreams and know for sure

who could ever love you more?

My darling one

Toothfairy and Bacillus...

2007-09-17T10:28:00.000+03:00

Today I and Mairi (my favourite dentist) were in kindergarden to talk with children about teeth and how to take care of teeth...hehehe.We were dressed up as a Toothfairy (Mairi) and Bacillus(Me).So we went, talked and had fun there...Here are some pictures - watch and laugh.

Children were very curious and they had many questions...and they were very happy that we were there...hehehe

Just me...

and my beautiful doctor-toothfairy...

An Angel

2007-09-04T20:29:00.000+03:00

I like this song.If you are interested check out by cliking on this link. The song is called An Angel perfomed by The Kelly family....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L5zbG77Q0co

Enjoy!!!!I did anyway...hehehe

Norway (24.-26.07.2007)

2007-09-02T19:37:00.000+03:00

Little reading to do.....
Waiting....
Still waiting....
And finally....Me and Katri did get in....
Akerhus Castle....
Me in Akerhus....
House where we stayed for 3 days....
Shopping...ofcourse
and sightseeing....Folkemuseet
First we take a boat to Bygdoy Island and then we walked to Folkemuseet....
One street in folkemuseet....
She was sitting and making a bread...warm bread...
Just me...
Houses again...lots of houses
Me again...

Having fun...

Finally I had a chance to fly to Norway....yeah.AND I WILL GO BACK...I just love that country
Hehhehe
Church....so norwegian

On the way to Holmenkollen...
And we are there...Holmenkollen
Flying....
Nice....
And after a long day our host Fred and hostess Siv made us a dinner - shrimps, porridge,brown cheese ofcourse and dessert Lefsa...very good.Fred thought us how to eat shrimps - very interesting...
On Sunday we drove to Maridalen to have a Sunday service....outside...
Old church ruins where we all had a Sunday service....
Some worship songs....old songs
Pastor....
Eating time...after a service
It was so cold sitting outside...
After service we went to Vigelands Parken....
Vigelands Parken...
They're in love....
and so are they....
Old lady is dying....
Looking...
Most famous boy in that park...
Lovely....
And after we went to Kings castle....King was at home...hehehe
Quards are changing....
Kings Castle...
Me and one of the quards....

That's it.I did take over 600 pictures...I wasn't able to put them all up here.Sorry.But I think that what I did manage to put up is enough...
Oh I want to go back....Maybe in winter?????Who knows....Let's see...

Norway here I come!!!!!

2007-08-22T21:11:00.000+03:00

yes, yes....finally I can go to Norway.I have been waiting this trip for so long...I leave tomorrow to Tallinn and on Friday morning I'll fly away...so that means my dear friends that I'm offline three or even more days.

See you soon!!!!I'll be back!!!

NB!!!I afraid flying, because I haven't done this before.Hope I can survive this flying thing...

Hugs

2007-08-21T21:24:00.001+03:00

Stage

Some days ago...on Sunday 19th of august...I had a chance to go to Broadway Gala with my friend Mari-Liis.It was a amazing concert with even more amazing artists from Estonia,Norway,England and Germany.This concert was all about most famous musicals and well-known songs from musicals.........Oh this sentence sounds stupid.I hope you'll understand...hehhe.

Here are some pictures what I managed to take before concert started, because it wasn't allowed to take pictures during the concert.
NB!!Pictures with artists I did take today....I pictured artists pictures...hehehe

Helina (me) and Mari-Liis are friends.Helina is a nurse and Mari-Liis work as a full-time mother...and they did enjoyed concert totally...

Helen Hobson (England)has performed in Estonia before.Helen is known as a one of the leaders of international tour of Mamma Mia.

Carolin Fortenbacher (Germany)is one of the most famous musical soloists in Germany.

Matt Rawle (England)has been one of the most famous and wanted male musical singers in recent years.

Stephen Hansen (Norway)played Jesus Christ Superstar in 2004 in Estonia.All estonians love him and know him very well...

Gerli Padar (Estonia) She left with helicopter to be on time in Haapsalu at her
concert

Liisi Koikson (Estonia) Amzing voice!!!!!

Janika Sillamaa (Estonia) Strong voice!!!!

Vaiko Eplik (Estonia) is known as the singer, guitarist and songwriter of the bands Claire's Birthday, Ruffus and Koer.He played Judas in Jesus Christ Superstar in 2004.

Hannes Kaljujärv (Estonia) I must say that he is very famous and very talented estonian actor...

Aivar Tommingas (Estonia) also very talented actor.Played Herodes in Jesus Christ Superstar in 2004.

Livet är som en pizza!!!!

2007-04-25T21:20:00.000+03:00

Jajaja...Life is like a pizza!!!!Maybe...

Life is like divided to different slices and different sizes also.Jajaja

Anyway Livet är som en pizza is a book and I got it from Livets Ord Church in Uppsala.They sent it to me.
But as you know my friends I cant understand swedish so it means that I give this book away to someone who can read it and understand it...Maybe I should go and learn swedish??? or norwegian???

But yeah I'm so thankful that they send me different things what are blessings to me and sometimes(like this time) I can bless others with these stuff...

Resurrection Day...

2007-04-06T16:39:00.000+03:00

Jesus said to her:"I am the resurrection and the life.He who belives in me will live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and belives in me will never die. Do ´you belive this?"(John 11:25-26)

Jeesus ütles talle:"Mina olen ülestõusmine ja elu.Kes minusse usub,see elab,isegi kui ta sureb; Ükski, kes elab ja usub minusse, ei sure alatiseks.Kas sa usud seda?"

Different cellcroups meeting...

2007-03-08T21:09:00.000+02:00

Recently Word of Life youth had a different cellgroups meeting what was arranged by Sigurd's and Andrus's cell.next time Anette's and Vivia's cellgroup will do something (march 25th) and we have some ideas already....

Anyway this meeting was great.First we had worship.then film Transformations what was about 4 different towns and what will happen when God comes to the town....amazing film.then cames and cleaning up a place....

here is some pictures...

Jenny, Laura and me having fun

Worship

Sigurd is preaching...

This is a came where players had to eat different not so tasteful things

Came called The Mummy

Still waters run deep

2007-03-08T14:33:00.000+02:00

Just want to say to all my dearest friends you are so precious to me.and I love you all.and I'm so thankful to God that He bring us togehter and He will keep us together.

Anyway lately my friend described me, my personality.and I just want to chare it with you.and maybe you can add something.hehe.Here it comes...

*"still waters run deep" - I am like still water...:D,quiet but when I get used to new people and situations then I am sociable and talkactive ( I don't belive it is true)
*fast friend
*reliable
*self-sacrificing (my friend add maybe even too self-sacrificing)
*helpful
*sincere
*patient
*doesn't care what others think
*RESERVED,closed
*able to say how I feel
*hugging-type
*very good mother some day...

I know that I have to change some things in my personality (for example being too reserved)...yes, yes let's see. With God's help I can do it if it's needed to be change.Let's see

Be blessed!!!You are precious and BIG HUGS, my dear friends...

God spoke to me!!!!!

2007-02-27T17:40:00.000+02:00

Have you ever been wondering about something so long time that you dont understand anymore is this your own thoughts or thoughts what God had put in your heart and mind???

I haven't told this story below to anyone, not even my closest friend.I just felt that I have to keep it to myself.But now I feel that it is time to talk/write about it a little...

I am wondering about what God had said to me 3 or even more months ago.Lately God added something(exactly on my birthday when Liina & Viivia prayed for me in our cell)to what He already had said 3 or more months ago.And now it's even more confusing.Now I think and pray even more.I'm so confused.I'll give you a hint, my dear friends, so that you will know for what I pray and think about every day.And this hint is -"my future husband".I cant tell you more, my friends,but I can say one thing that in God's own time me & "my future husband" will meet. But I have to add that we have already met, but...

Sorry can't tell you more, but I ask you one thing pray for me & for "my future husband" as well

Maybe this story above may seem too strange or something and I shouldn't have write it down here, where everyone can read it.But my thought is that maybe if I write it down a place where everyone can read it, change will come....I don't know.Let's see.

And I'm sure that one of my closest friend will hear this story soon when time is right and I'm ready to talk....And I think that this time is very near.

Be blessed!!!!!

Let's go to sledge...

2007-02-27T13:11:00.000+02:00

Some weeks ago me and so called child Liisa (actually Liisa is my friends child, but she's almoust like mine) sledged outside and just having fun:):)

Here is some pictures...

Liisa is just adorable.I love her so much.She's a blessing to me.

Confused....

2007-01-29T16:42:00.000+02:00

yes, I am confused.....I don't know what do I want/have to do or where I should be????
I feel that way beacuse lately new things have been poping up - new work, valgus linnas project, renting or buying a apartment and Bibleschool. That last one is most confusing....

After our last cellgroup I was walking home in the dark, alone and thinking about Anette's words - if you don't have a peace and joy about it then it's not wright thing to do.....I have joy, because when I think me going Bibleschool and actually learning and living there - I smile/laugh.But peace - NO.Oh and ofcourse pressure from outside or inside of me - I dont know.

Sometimes I think why I cant pray loud, only in my head - quietly - ...stupid hah???and I'm not free about talking God's miracles etc, why I'm too quiet instead of being bold....nad i have been thinking maybe if I'll go to Bibleschool it will change and problably then I have more courage to be more active in church work....because in my heart is desire to do something in church but I can't figure it out what it should be??? It cant be worship because I cant sing, actually there's nothing for me....church doesnt need a nurse???wright??? Or maybe acting....no it cant be....courage is needed for acting what I dont have.

Anyway I think that this Valgus linnas project will be great....I love babies and everything, but still I want to be involved more in church work....Jajajaja I am confused but I know that God have a great plan for my life and He will find/show me something to do in church....Maybe this Valgus linnas is my thing, maybe there's nothing for me in church becuase I'm needed in this project.Let's see what happend.Next sunday I meet a married couple who are foundres of this project....

Maybe it seems like complaining but that's the way I feel....I dont want to complain.Sorry.

Be blessed and see you on sunday!!!!

God is goood...

2007-01-10T22:28:00.000+02:00

Hello my dear friends!!!!

Sorry that I haven't written nothing lately....

Anyway I just want to tell you that me and my father did made up at last.Our relationship is much better now.Long way to go yet but with God help I can do our relationship much better...But there's one problem (it's not problem yet but it will be a problem maybe) as some of you already know I want to go to Bibleschool but my father still dont like me to go at Word of Life Church.So if I tell him that I'll go to Uppsala he would go creazy.But I know that God will show me way and prepare my father heart for that news....Lets see what come out of this

Be blessed!!!

Getting Comfortable Outside Your Comfort Zone

2006-11-14T15:18:00.000+02:00

Today's Scripture

"As they went a woman who wanted to be healed came up behind and touched him, for she had been slowly bleeding for twelve years, and could find no cure (though she had spent everything she had on doctors). But the instant she touched the edge of his robe, the bleeding stopped." (Luke 8:43)

Today's Word from Joel and Victoria

Are your hopes, dreams, and visions way big today? I hope so, because there are no limits for the powerful and loving God that you serve! When God puts a dream in your heart, even a big dream that seems almost impossible, He will also put in your heart the ability and the opportunity to complete it. The tough part is that you're going to have to step outside of your comfort zone, and allow God to give you what you need. The woman described in Luke 8 had a dream of being healthy, but nobody could help her. She kept dreaming and reached out for Jesus to be healed. Reach out for your dream today and watch God do the rest!

A Prayer for Today

God, I know that You have big plans for me. Help me to let You do things that are out of my comfort zone. Thank you for Your power and for the dreams You give me. In Jesus' name. Amen.

Jaa jaa have to step outside of my comfort zone & allow God to give me what I need.
Easy to say hard to do hehe...but I belive God will lead/show me a way and everthing will be OK...and He will help me to do that step.Now it seems impossible but God says all things are possible (Luke 18:27)Yes yes let's see what future brings...

Be blessed my dearest friends!!!

Uppsala pictures...

2006-11-12T16:48:00.000+02:00

FAITH HAPPENS NOW

2006-11-08T03:53:00.000+02:00

Faith happens NOW

Today's Scripture

"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." (Hebrews 11:1)

Today's Word from Joel and Victoria

Are you "playing it safe" in life and avoiding uncertainties? Did you know that in order to experience God's supernatural power and favor in your life, you have to be willing to take risks?

The Bible says in Hebrews, "Now faith is..." In other words, faith is always in the now. God is saying, now is the time to get out of the boat. Now is the time to stretch your faith. Now is the time to do whatever it is that God is telling you. You may feel uncomfortable at first. Choosing God's way, instead of your own, will stretch your faith and cause it to grow. In the same way a muscle grows when you work it, your faith grows when you work it. You may not necessarily like how it feels at first, but that is a sign that you're growing. God is taking you to a higher level and if you'll continue exercising your faith, you'll grow stronger and stronger.

If you're in a comfort zone today, we encourage you to step out of your "safe zone" and step into your "faith zone." Be bold, rise up, and be obedient to the voice of the Lord. As you do, you'll discover new strength and freedom like you've never experienced before, and you will discover the champion in you!

A Prayer for Today

God, I will listen to that voice inside me that tells me the risks that You want me to take and find the courage to step into the faith zone. Great things await me if I put my trust in You and really unleash my faith. In Jesus' name, Amen.

Yes yes.it's so true. When I was in Uppsala in youth conference I felt God so strongly, He spoke to me some things...like these two words - 2007 autumn...When I got these two words I was praying and worshipping at one meeting towards God about a thing what my dear friend Anette asked me before I went to Uppsala...Like Joel Osteen said "It's time to get out of the boat and do like God is saying to do...Stretch your faith & do whatever God tells you to do." Amen to that. I dont know how to do that what He said to me...It feels like a impossible. And most important thing is that I dont know how my father would react????As some of you, my dear friends, already know that my father is against that I choose Jesus to be my Lord and Saviour.He's against word of life church and becuase of that our communication is totally like dead,there's nothing between us anymore. And when I do like God said to me then he will go creazy...It's complicated situation but I know that God will turn this situation around and then victory will come...I just have to belive and pray and trust God..

Youth 2006 in Uppsala...

2006-10-30T17:21:00.000+02:00

Yes, yes.....I leave on wednesday morning, very early in the morning to catch a boat and then my trip to Uppsala began...so it means my dearest friends that we don't see each other some time...

I'm so excited...Everyone I know have been saying that this Uppsala church is huge and youth conference going to be GREAT...I belive them and I know that God has a plan for me in that confrence.

At first when I heard that this conference will be arranged/will come....I thought that I will not go, then I thought that I go, then I decided not to go....but thank God I'm going....Praise God!!!

Thank you my friends for supporting me!!!Be blessed!!!

And I'm thinking of you when you are outside in Raekoja plats to bless people with tea and candy's.It's going to fantastic time there...and God is there.

ME SEISAME SIIN, SU PALGE EES.

2006-10-16T19:06:00.000+03:00

Me seisame siin, Su palge ees.
Jeesus, me palume Sind!

Oled kutsunud meid oma rahvana.
Jeesus, päästa me maa!

Võta kuulda me palveid nüüd.
Issand, saada äratus.

Püha,Püha Jumal Sa.
Jeesus, halasta me maal.
Püha, püha Jumal Sa.
Issand, ärata Eestimaa. (2x)

Võta kuulda me palveid nüüd.
Issand, saada äratus.

Oo Jumal, kuule meid.

Võta kuulda me palveid nüüd
Issand, saada äratus.

Püha, püha Jumal Sa.
Issand, ärata Eestimaa.
Püha, püha Jumal Sa.
Jeesus, halasta me maal.

Oled püha, püha Jumal Sa.
Issand ärata...Eestimaa.

Eestimaa, Eestimaa, Esstimaa,
Eestimaa, Eestimaa.....EESTIMAA.

I just felt that I have to share this song with you what I just heard.

Be blessed!!!!

This friday cellgroup....

2006-10-14T17:41:00.000+03:00

...was very special.God presence was so strong.All the girls who were there sensed it.And so do I.
First we just spoke and had a good time together. Then we worship God and gave that night into God's hands. But then the Holy Spirit came so strongly upon us so that we felt to pray each other. We sat on the floor, made a circle and one girl sat in the middle of the circle and then we prayed for her. And then next girl and next...etc.Some of us started to laugh or cry....
When was my turn I didn't know about what I want to others pray about...I thought and thought and then I said "I need to pray about my father, my diploma paper & school gradation and my health". At first I didn't felt nothing but when Anette put her hand on my stomach and started to pray for my health....I felt such a peace and warm flow inside me.Bad things did flow out and good things did flow in.I'm healed in Jesus name:):)....Anette also said that she felt something when she was praying.

NB!!!I'm like a turtle according to Jenny's vision what God had sent to her. She saw that at first when I didn't know God I was like a turtle and I still am little bit. Anyway dark cloud was a top of my head and it was raining very hard and turtle(me) was hiding in shield.But then sun came out and turtle(me) start to come out of her shield...and now I'm half way to the promised land and to know/feel God much more.

GOD WAYS ARE MYSTERIOUS...

2006-10-04T03:48:00.000+03:00

...but good. I mean that if you even don't expect Him to do something good in your life anymore, but He will do that. So He did in my life...After my mother died I didn't want to do nothing or see anyone, but God told me that I have to be strong because my father & sister need me & that He always will stand next to me. So I obey Him. And now I have better life than I could ever thought it would be. I have friends,family,job & place where to live.

Lately God has spoken to me...He said some very interesting things to me - one thing is related to my job in hospital, but not in Tartu & other thing problably/maybe is waiting me when I accept this job in another city some day. Or maybe this second thing still is in Tartu, but I haven't met or see it yet...Who knows???God knows.Let's wait and see what future brings.

Oh yes about this job I'm not really sure that this was God who said that I'll go to another city...maybe this is only pressure from outside.I mean that one our family friend who happens to be a doctor, wants me to go that city and work together with him.He said that I earn better money than I do it now....I have been praying about this situation but it seems that I have to keep praying and I'm sure that soon the answer will come - is it God who wants me to go that city.

God is good and I trust Him!!!!!And thank you God for everything...

Be blessed my friends.Many hugs

Today's word with Joel & Victoria Osteen...

2006-07-31T16:54:00.000+03:00

THROUGH THE EYES OF FAITH

Today's Scripture

"Do not cast away your confidence for it will be richly rewarded." (Hebrews 10:35)

Today's Word from Joel and Victoria

God is constantly trying to plant new seeds of victory inside of you! He's trying to increase you and enlarge your vision. He wants to take you to new levels of victory. But in order for this to happen, the seed has to take root in your heart. Before you're ever going to be successful, you've got to see yourself being successful. Before your dreams come to pass, you've got to look through your eyes of faith and see them come to pass.

The enemy doesn't want you to grow and increase, or fulfill your destiny, so he immediately tries to distract your heart and uproot the seed God planted. In order to defeat the enemy in your life, you have to stay focused on God, His Word–and the dream He's promised to you! Constantly meditate on His promises, and thank the Lord for His faithfulness no matter what the circumstances look like. Before long, you'll begin to see the dreams God placed in your heart come to pass.

A Prayer for Today

God, You see me as a victor and a champion. I will remember this and keep my eyes stayed on You as I go about my day. What I achieve on my own is nothing compared to the plans You have in store for my life. I am confident in Your love and in Your vision. In Jesus' name, Amen.

In Saaremaa

2006-07-28T22:23:00.000+03:00

Yes some days ago I was in Saaremaa and it was very good trip and I enjoyed every second of it & if you watch my pictures you're going to see it...

So that's it.Actually I have about over 200 pictures made on this trip but I assume that this too many pic's to publish all of them....hehehe

Be blessed!!!

Summer conference....

2006-06-29T22:03:00.000+03:00

...in Word of Life church in Tartu.

Yes it's true....check this website http://www.elusona.ee/konverents/ or come to Estonia at this time (5 to 9 July) and be a part of it:):):)

I belive and I know that big changes will come and things will happen at this time...

See you my friends
God bless you!!!

I pray...

2006-06-18T17:40:00.000+03:00

Every day I sit in my room and pray...that God would send me a friend. One that wouldn't see me for what I am on the outside,but what was on the inside.
For someone that wouldn't take me for granted, for being the friend that I was, whom I wouldn't take for granted either.
For someone that would spend time with me.Someone who thought about things they could give me, the same way I would think about them.
Someone who knows the best gifts in the world are love and affection, made of time and attention. Who knew that the whole concept of being a friend was to stand aside and listen; to let that person to grow. A true friend that was going to be there for me no matter what.

That night I received my answer...

After nights and nights I came to God and asked why He didn't answer my prayers. He said "what have I done for you?" So I said..."You stood beside me through all things that I thought couldn't be accomplished and they were." "you help me smile after hours and hours of crying." "It never mattered to you that I wasn't the richest person in the world when it came to you gave me advice." "You have always been here for me during trial and tribulations."
Finally I said, "All together you have been a good friend."

I looked at Him and He said, "Why give you something that you already have?" I am the friend that you are looking for. The one that is not selfish, but who is loving and listens. The one that you have looked for and you have found. And I love you."

Amen

This story is so true and so me....but in spite of that I still belive that God bring me to Word of Life church...and thanks to that I met so wonderful persons and now I have new and better friends besides God ofcourse...My life is so changed after I started to go Word of Life every sunday and then youth meetings and camps...I'm so thankul that God lead me there and I'm thankful every persons who I met there.

God bless you all and thank you for everything...

Russia, Russia

2006-06-12T19:30:00.000+03:00

Yes I was in Russia.There was a conference and it was GOOD. Holy Spirit was moving around there and was touching strongly many peoples, including me. At first I didn't realise that this Holy Spirit...but now I know that it was.

At first we (me,Anette and Julia) arrived to St.Petersburg by a train and it was interesting and scary at first - we had to share our sleeping compartment with one guy...we were in shock at first and when we recovered from shock, we realised that this is not so bad at all.This guy was very polite and he totally understood our position.

And then we had a great time in St.Petersburg...we did get know each other much more and I think that this trip brought us much closer to each other.

And then we arrived to Moscow....wow.At first I didn't like Moscow at all because Moscow is very big city and very dirty....But after being there some time I started to see how Moscow looks like for real...oh and the russians are very friendly and helpful.I love Russia. And I'm sure that I'll go back there some time in future....

And here is some pictures of conference...

Oh worship was so awsome...GREAT.

Here's some preachres...

THE END

I'm back in track:):)

2006-06-05T19:46:00.000+03:00

In Moscow

Yes I arrived today from Russia. There was a conference which was really great and very good pastors were preaching - Ulf Ekman, Stefan Salmonsen, Karl-Gustav Severin, Matts Ola Ishoel etc. Very good conference, I enjoyed every second of it.Oh and worship there is very powerful....

First we - me, my friends Anette & Julia - arrived to St. Petersburg, spent a half a day there and then we catched a train to Moscow. And we had to share our kupee with a russian guy. At first we were very in shock when we realised that - but in spite of that this train trip to Moscow turned out well (with God help)....

In St. Petersburg

God blessing was all over us during the whole trip...For example when we arrived to Moscow we even didn't have place to sleep....Couple of nights we slept at Julias old neighbours place but then we had to leave there. And we were homeless again. But one church member Valentina asked us to come at her's place....She is special lady and God will bless her and her family...

Oh and confernce - God presence was there I felt it in my spirit....This conference changed me a lot...and I know that my life and relationships will be better with God's help. I'm thankful to God that He sent me there. In the beginning of this trip there was some problems - I had a fever, runny nose and I was coughing...it was terrible...At this time it seemed to me that someone didn't want me to go Russia...This thought pop up in mind but still I did go anyway. And I'm glad I did. Actually we all were a little sick at this trip but we prayed and we got healed. Good is good all the time. This trip was a blessing.

In Conference

Nursing practice...

2006-04-23T20:04:00.000+03:00

Yes I'll start to go to hospital almoust every day to practice nursing firstly in emergency ward(unit) in Maarjamõisa hospital and secondly in pulmonary diseases ward(unit).Altogether 2 months in hospital. Cool. And I'm very thankful to God that I'll be in Tartu during these 2 months. Praise God.God is good all the time.
And I know that these 2 months going to be very, very interesting....and God is with me!!!!!!

Be blessed my dear friends.
And see you soon.

Yesterday was a worship evening...

2006-03-26T18:53:00.000+03:00

...and it was GREAT.The Holy Spirit was moving around the place and every heart were open to receive Holy spirit.Yesterday evening was fantastic/amazing....I'm sure that many peoples lives were changed last night....I saw it and felt it...

Now some Bible phrases about worship:

In estonian:
Ülistage Issandat, meie Jumalat,
ja kummardage tema püha mäe ette!
Sest püha on Issand, meie Jumal!
(Laulud 99:9)

In english:
Exalt the Lord our God,
and worship at His holy hill
for Holy is the Lord, our God.
(Psalms 99:9)

In estonian:
Tulge, kummardugem ja põlvitagem,
heitkem maha Issanda, oma Looja palge ette!
Sest tema on meie Jumal
ja meie tema karjamaa rahvas ja lambad, kes on tema käe all.
(Laulud 95:6-7)

In english:
Come, let us worship and bow down,
let us kneel before the LORD our Maker.
For He is our God, and we are the people of His pasture and the sheep of His hand.
(Psalms 95:6-7)

I think these Bible phrases are very suitable in here, because they're about praising God and worship...

Thank you God for this evening!!!And thank you all the singers...Be blessed!!!

Me and Liisa:):)

2006-03-25T12:16:00.000+02:00

Here is some pic's of me and Liisa

I love Liisa....my friends child. And ofcourse I love to babysit her....very fun.Sometimes she cry but still I like to babysit her....God bless her and her parents. Nad on mulle tähtsad.
Liisa on nii armas.

Today in Tartu....

2006-03-10T22:06:00.000+02:00

...I shared a same story as I did in Põlva.
Thank you Anette for encouraging me to do so first in Põlva and today in Tartu....and thank you God that you gave me friends who support and encourage me if needed.
Be blessed and many, many hugs to all of you.

Yesterday in Põlva...

2006-03-05T14:58:00.000+02:00

...I shared a story what God have done in my life. And now I share it on blog.Anyway it happend 3 years ago when my mother died. I was very miserable and alone. When my mother was alive I didn't go church so often as I supposed to go. I was saved and everything but....
After my mother died I didn't go to church at all almoust. And then it happend - when I was almoust collapsed I prayed towards to God and I asked strength and peace to my heart and also I asked a friend, christan friend with whom I can really talk and share how I feel etc...
This first part of my prayer I got answered immediately but this second part I got answered last year (september - november 2005) when I started to go Word of life church in Tartu. And now I have many friends with whom I can talk with if needed.So thank you all, my friends Anette, Meelike,Helen, Julia and Lena.Be blessed.God loves you and me too.Thank you.

Ask and you're given what you have had asked from God.Amen

St.Valentine's Day

2006-02-14T20:55:00.000+02:00

Valentine's Day started in the time of the Roman Empire. In ancient Rome, February 14th was a holiday to honour Juno. Juno was the Queen of the Roman Gods and Goddesses. The Romans also knew her as the Goddess of women and marriage. The following day, February 15th, began the Feast of Lupercalia.
The lives of young boys and girls were strictly separate. However, one of the customs of the young people was name drawing. On the eve of the festival of Lupercalia the names of Roman girls were written on slips of paper and placed into jars. Each young man would draw a girl's name from the jar and would then be partners for the duration of the festival with the girl whom he chose. Sometimes the pairing of the children lasted an entire year, and often, they would fall in love and would later marry.
Under the rule of Emperor Claudius II Rome was involved in many bloody and unpopular campaigns. Claudius the Cruel was having a difficult time getting soldiers to join his military leagues. He believed that the reason was that roman men did not want to leave their loves or families. As a result, Claudius cancelled all marriages and engagements in Rome. The good Saint Valentine was a priest at Rome in the days of Claudius II. He and Saint Marius aided the Christian martyrs and secretly married couples, and for this kind deed Saint Valentine was apprehended and dragged before the Prefect of Rome, who condemned him to be beaten to death with clubs and to have his head cut off. He suffered martyrdom on the 14th day of February, about the year 270. At that time it was the custom in Rome, a very ancient custom, indeed, to celebrate in the month of February the Lupercalia, feasts in honour of a heathen god. On these occasions, amidst a variety of pagan ceremonies, the names of young women were placed in a box, from which they were drawn by the men as chance directed.
The pastors of the early Christian Church in Rome endeavoured to do away with the pagan element in these feasts by substituting the names of saints for those of maidens. And as the Lupercalia began about the middle of February, the pastors appear to have chosen Saint Valentine's Day for the celebration of this new feaSt. So it seems that the custom of young men choosing maidens for valentines, or saints as patrons for the coming year, arose in this way.

Joy and love to the world!!!!!
Be blessed and happy Valentine's Day

Happy birthday to...me!!!!!

2006-02-10T16:45:00.000+02:00

Yes, yesterday was my birthday.Now I'm 22 years old.In estonia we say that's a last time to get married when you are reached on that age.....stupid thing to say, isn't it????

Anyway my birthday-party was great, it was better all the birthdays that I have had....I'm really thankful to Anette,Helen,Kristiina,Lena,Meelike,Julia,Hanna, Eva,Mari-Liis,Marika & Heidi for everything. I'm glad that God gave me a chance to get to know them and to be with them and walk with them through life. So thank you and God bless you. Thank you for the very wonderful birthday.

Aitähh kullakesed!!!!(like Anette love to say):D:D

On the road again...

2006-02-06T11:41:00.000+02:00

Yes, it means that I'll go to Viljandi again.....to practice nursing.BUT I'll be back on thursday, because I have a birthday then and I have party ofcourse with my friends and party on saturday too...with relatives
So my dear friends I'll pray that everything will be good and settled so that I can come to Tartu on Thursday and have a party with you....I belive in God and that He will help me...

See ya!!!!!God bless you.

Good time at Anette's place!!!!!

2006-02-02T20:22:00.000+02:00

Yesterday was a great day. Me and Anette had a movie night at her's place. We watched a movie, but unfortunately I don't remember this film headline in english...sorry.But anyway it was a funny and good film. I liked it. After the film we watched extreme makeover and Nakkusoht (don't know how it's in english). We also ate fruits with yoghurt - this was first time for me to try, but it was very good...delicious. We also had cookies and tea or cappucino...Oh yes and we learn some estonian words....actually Anette was learning:D:D....She's very good at this.

I'm thankful that I have such friend like Anette is. I'm really thankful to God that I met her...She's a wonderful girl.Even if we don't talk much, because of my bad oral english, I enjoy her company in every minute when we're together, even if it's total silence........and I know that we will have a good times together ahead of us...

God is good.God is my strength and my song and he has become my salvation.He's always beside on me... God bless you all!!!!

Back in Tartu...

2006-01-26T10:53:00.000+02:00

Hi my dear friends.....now I'm back in Tartu again....Yesterday was my last practice day in Viljandi hospital....and now I'm resting some time in Tartu and then I'll go back to Viljandi hospital to practice nursing......but at this time I'll nurse babies and their mothers if needed - so COOL:D:D
So be blessed and see you soon...

Eating time in Mcdonalds...

2006-01-14T09:51:00.000+02:00

8th of January(after a meeting) we went to McDonalds to eat.And when everyone was ordered what he or she want to order, we blessed the food and thanked God for that, because God is good. And then we started to eat and we talk a lot and we were very noisy...but we had a good time and we enjoyed it....I'm thankful to God that I had met all these people...
God bless you all!!!!!!

Nursing in Viljandi

2006-01-09T11:55:00.000+02:00

Today I'll go to Viljandi to practice nursing. And it lasts 2 months, so my friends you won't see me so often in Tartu anymore....and I'm sad because of that - I won't see my friends so often as I would like to see them...but on the other hand I really want to go to practice and help people, to do something for them.

Actually I wanted to stay in Tartu hospital to practice nursing, but nursing coordinator said to me that I have to go to Viljandi, because there is not enough places for every students in Tartu. And I said Ok then, let's see what will come out this and I agreed with her to go to Viljandi. And I'm happy, because I know that Cod will support me and He stand beside me if I have hard times or good times...

So my dear friends pray for me and don't forgot me...Cod bless you all

I had a vision...

2006-01-07T22:26:00.000+02:00

I had a vision or feeling that something good is coming, but I just can't figure it out what it would be. I have this strange but good feeling inside of me...
Anyway today was a seminar about youth, love and sex at church. And it was GREAT. Maybe this seminar is a part of that feeling what I had carried inside of me since New Year Eve (maybe even earlier)....It's a really good feeling, finally I feel God....it is a God I'm sure of that.
So let's wait and see what happend or come, because I know that God had a plan for me, for all of us...I just have to be a patient and wait and keep my heart open what will come...

Fun, fun

2006-01-03T10:30:00.000+02:00

Yesterday some youth sledged and had a snowfight at Toome Hill - me, Julia, Leena, Hanna, Andrus, Tom, Joel etc...At first we all started to built fortress.....and made some snowballs(ofcourse).We made two team - boys and girls.Boys won ofcourse.It was really fun but cold...

Oh Christmas tree, Oh Christmas tree

2005-12-21T18:37:00.001+02:00

My father brought us(me, my sister Kathi and stepbrother Alex) a christmas tree what we'll start to decorate tomorrow I think...
But now they all bake some gingerbreads downstairs.....I have a headache so I cant't help them out...Smells good
...and ofcourse my winter holiday began today.....juhhuuuu....

What a day!!!

2005-12-19T18:00:00.000+02:00

Today was a great day. At school I get some "good" grades....one F and one E.....hehehehe just kidding.Today was a really good day....christmas is coming up what can be better than this:):):)....but unfortunately I get some bad news today too, I have to go to Viljandi to practice nursing(nursing is good) at the same time when my birthday is...this is so bad.
So my dear friends don't forget me on 9th of February....

Christmas meeting in church...

2005-12-18T18:37:00.000+02:00

Today was a very wonderful day - today was a christmas meeting in church. It was GREAT.Children was singinig and dancing....wow...Most of all I liked Irish stepdance what Leena was teached to others.....very cool...and ofcourse singing-very beautiful....Christmas is coming to the town I feel it....