In some small way...

There's a tree,standing there in such an ordinary way, but as I look around everything keeps changing.There's a leaf on that tree and it floats into a stream, and like everything it gets carried away to the sea...but if we give a little our love away maybe meet in the middle every night and day if we could hear just a whisper of what the heart needs to say it could sure make a difference in some small... in some small way.

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I'm 24 year old estonian girl,living in Tartu.Some of my friends say I'm like "still waters run deep"...and it is so true.This sentence describe me so well, I think.God made me like this...Halleluuja. AND I'm the apple of God's eye (psalm 17:8) Jeg snakker litt norsk...

Monday, October 30, 2006

Youth 2006 in Uppsala...

Yes, yes.....I leave on wednesday morning, very early in the morning to catch a boat and then my trip to Uppsala began...so it means my dearest friends that we don't see each other some time...

I'm so excited...Everyone I know have been saying that this Uppsala church is huge and youth conference going to be GREAT...I belive them and I know that God has a plan for me in that confrence.

At first when I heard that this conference will be arranged/will come....I thought that I will not go, then I thought that I go, then I decided not to go....but thank God I'm going....Praise God!!!

Thank you my friends for supporting me!!!Be blessed!!!

And I'm thinking of you when you are outside in Raekoja plats to bless people with tea and candy's.It's going to fantastic time there...and God is there.

Monday, October 16, 2006

ME SEISAME SIIN, SU PALGE EES.

Me seisame siin, Su palge ees.
Jeesus, me palume Sind!

Oled kutsunud meid oma rahvana.
Jeesus, päästa me maa!

Võta kuulda me palveid nüüd.
Issand, saada äratus.

Püha,Püha Jumal Sa.
Jeesus, halasta me maal.
Püha, püha Jumal Sa.
Issand, ärata Eestimaa. (2x)




Võta kuulda me palveid nüüd.
Issand, saada äratus.

Oo Jumal, kuule meid.

Võta kuulda me palveid nüüd
Issand, saada äratus.

Püha, püha Jumal Sa.
Issand, ärata Eestimaa.
Püha, püha Jumal Sa.
Jeesus, halasta me maal.

Oled püha, püha Jumal Sa.
Issand ärata...Eestimaa.

Eestimaa, Eestimaa, Esstimaa,
Eestimaa, Eestimaa.....EESTIMAA.





I just felt that I have to share this song with you what I just heard.

Be blessed!!!!

Saturday, October 14, 2006

This friday cellgroup....

...was very special.God presence was so strong.All the girls who were there sensed it.And so do I.
First we just spoke and had a good time together. Then we worship God and gave that night into God's hands. But then the Holy Spirit came so strongly upon us so that we felt to pray each other. We sat on the floor, made a circle and one girl sat in the middle of the circle and then we prayed for her. And then next girl and next...etc.Some of us started to laugh or cry....
When was my turn I didn't know about what I want to others pray about...I thought and thought and then I said "I need to pray about my father, my diploma paper & school gradation and my health". At first I didn't felt nothing but when Anette put her hand on my stomach and started to pray for my health....I felt such a peace and warm flow inside me.Bad things did flow out and good things did flow in.I'm healed in Jesus name:):)....Anette also said that she felt something when she was praying.

NB!!!I'm like a turtle according to Jenny's vision what God had sent to her. She saw that at first when I didn't know God I was like a turtle and I still am little bit. Anyway dark cloud was a top of my head and it was raining very hard and turtle(me) was hiding in shield.But then sun came out and turtle(me) start to come out of her shield...and now I'm half way to the promised land and to know/feel God much more.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

GOD WAYS ARE MYSTERIOUS...

...but good. I mean that if you even don't expect Him to do something good in your life anymore, but He will do that. So He did in my life...After my mother died I didn't want to do nothing or see anyone, but God told me that I have to be strong because my father & sister need me & that He always will stand next to me. So I obey Him. And now I have better life than I could ever thought it would be. I have friends,family,job & place where to live.

Lately God has spoken to me...He said some very interesting things to me - one thing is related to my job in hospital, but not in Tartu & other thing problably/maybe is waiting me when I accept this job in another city some day. Or maybe this second thing still is in Tartu, but I haven't met or see it yet...Who knows???God knows.Let's wait and see what future brings.

Oh yes about this job I'm not really sure that this was God who said that I'll go to another city...maybe this is only pressure from outside.I mean that one our family friend who happens to be a doctor, wants me to go that city and work together with him.He said that I earn better money than I do it now....I have been praying about this situation but it seems that I have to keep praying and I'm sure that soon the answer will come - is it God who wants me to go that city.

God is good and I trust Him!!!!!And thank you God for everything...

Be blessed my friends.Many hugs